Friday, April 30, 2004
i'm feeling rather excited about 3L's upcoming class video, especially after watching the rgs' ones in a bid to gain some inspiration, and i do have some! *beams* really hope that we can do a good one for it, i think when we look back a few years later, like i did today, it really really touches you, and i want that for everyone in 3L...still think that the video comes a bit early in the year...i think the period where the class tends to bond more will be nearing the exams...we'll just have to leave out the stressed-out-looking shots then *laughs* yay can't wait to work on the video, once we start taking! :)
ORA's next sunday! haha argh majorly stressed over the preparations...which most of us won't have time to do cos next week's just pure craziness...practice almost everyday argh! talk about prioritising, as mr chan was saying today..how do you prioritise two things that are of equal importance?! haha sighs...
work's just getting harder and harder to swallow and do...tutorials have gone up a notch in difficulty...and the topics are getting drier and less interesting. really hard to keep up the momentum of working, yet you know it's something you just have to grit your teeth and do...
+ serene @ 11:46 PM
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Sunday, April 25, 2004
hey xiz! hope you're still reading this :) happy belated birthday dear...miss ya lots! :) got to see you on tv the other day with hon, how exciting! *grinses* oooh now i feel like a voyeur :) anyway, hope you have a great year ahead of you, and knowing you and how you make sure you always enjoy whatever you're doing, i'm sure you will do more than fine, you'll do great! :) miss your huge hugs, miss you calling me sereney along with ad and the rest, miss so so much about you...love ya just as much as ever! *hugs*
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Tuesday, April 20, 2004
rather interesting day today, engaged in about, oh only 12 hours of maths s, constant poring over nonsensical (to me) questions, incomprehensible phrasing, and the result is a clueless and stressed me. *grinses* always wondered what it would be like to be finally called to hand up maths s, especially after seeing the likes of my fellow classmates in the exact same situation as me now. haha ignorance is certainly bliss...i'd rather not know now :) completely terrible! it's like floundering in a stormy sea because there's just no one to approach for help, for who in his or her right mind would have already done such an awful tutorial?! haha sighs...i'm resigned to my fate, i'd like to see the look on mrs lim's face when she sees my tutorial...hope it won't affect her baby too much man =]
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Monday, April 12, 2004
happy 412 day! haha we're into our 4th year already! *beams* had small gathering in the canteen with cake before assembly..many thanks to mag who bought it, and had to come down specially to pass the cake to sunny even though she wasn't coming to school cos she didn't feel well...thanks gal you rock! :) yay phototaking again, and i FINALLY finished my roll of film *beam* haha it was a great way to start a nice day! :)
+ serene @ 10:05 PM
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Sunday, April 11, 2004
just watched the prince of egypt on tv again...it's truly truly one of my favourite cartoons, or shows for that matter. really just touches me so deeply, the history, the feelings, the songs. it's really a bittersweet feeling, with so many mixed emotions, sadness for what happened so many years ago, the deaths, innocent and not so innocent ones, yet happiness for the faith and the hope in those who believed. and that kind of faith touches and humbles me, and reminds me that God has a reason for doing everything, and all will be fine as long as i put everything in His good hands. and suddenly, with this reminder, a sense of peace washed over me as i was watching the show, and i felt loved and protected. Happy Easter to all! :)
Many nights we prayed, with no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hopeful song, we barely understood
Now we are not afraid, although we know there's much to fear
We were moving mountains long, before we knew we could
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe.
In this time of fear, when prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer birds, too swiftly flown away
Yet now I'm standing here, my heart so full I can't explain
Seeking faith and speaking words, I'd never thought I'd say
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe.
They don??t always happen when you ask
And it??s easy to give in to your fears
But when you??re blinded by your pain
Can??t see the way, get through the rain
A small but still, resilient voice
Says hope is very near.
There can be miracles, when you believe
Though hope is frail, it's hard to kill
Who knows what miracles, you can achieve
When you believe, somehow you will
You will when you believe.
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Wednesday, April 07, 2004
i don't know what to say.
i'm just...
here. existing. unguided and directionless and tired of thinking.
i don't know what i feel...it's like something's just not right, something's just missing. it's just...hollowness. empty. void. and i don't know what to do about it.
bluer than blue, sadder than sad.
maybe i'm wishing on someone else's star.
+ serene @ 10:27 PM
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Friday, April 02, 2004
another week gone! time really really flies when you have so much to do, and you find yourself floundering and wondering how on earth are you supposed to finish everything. haha at least i'm the one floundering over here....
but am happy! today was such a nice and slack day...interesting physics lecture which for once i could follow, easy bio practical, and got let off early...then a series of tutorials which weren't that bad...then had a nice and cool and slow run with shuwan after school...wish all days were as relaxed as today :)
+ serene @ 10:00 PM
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