erm chem tests were horrendous, still, it has to be mentioned here so that some time in the future, when i look back and read this, i'll remember how i'll never fail to amaze myself with my dysfunctionality (if there's even such a word, which i doubt:)) in chem. :)
totally addicted to the Heartbreaker remix now...it's like playing over and over again..all 11 minutes of it. fantastic man...i love the new parts in it, totally different from the original song, and it's in minor key! how perfect is that! haha must thank yihan for lending me his cd :)
hey take care everyone..take care shuwan (a bit belated but i haven't been updating *sheepish*)...stay your happy self! and everyone seems to be collapsing with fatigue these few days...yihan, shane...take care man, both of you. lectures have somehow transformed itself into my destressing periods, somehow. which is bad, but a necessary evil. oh gosh, i don't know what i'm saying at all sighs. just....take care.
think about the times, moments we've shared
i've been thinking about the way you haven't treated me right
i've been dreaming about you baby i can't sleep at night
cos we know how we make each other feel we shouldn't be apart
so why don't you come on baby don't go and break my heart
if you should ever be lonely, think of the times, think of moments we've shared
you can't lie to me baby cos you're not good at lies
i can see through you baby, through your eyes
cos we know how we make each other feel we shouldn't be apart
so why don't you come on baby don't go and break my heart
+ serene @ 11:47 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 11:47 PM
drama fest yesterday was really really good! enjoyed myself totally with the rest of the class...fantastic performances man! of course, yihan and emilia were the best *grinses* oh i'm not being biased, it's true..yihan's performance totally had me in stitches, and his outfit was haha how cool...emilia's performance was so real and heart-aching...oh what else can i say but fantastic! *beam* then jireh totally rocked as well...terribly funny..congrats to the med fac team who bagged so many awards!!! you all deserved it man...:)
today was rather good too...went shopping with yihan and bought a sweater/pull-oever whatever you call it! (hoho it seems to be my first major buy ever...maybe his persuasive tactics are improving *grin*) usual deliberations with the shopping, usual hesitations over what to buy, usual decisions not to buy in the end. went to catch "along came polly" also...not too bad lah...a little on the short side, but rather funny...had fun! :)
haha hopefully these 2 days of fun will last me for the next 2 weeks of lecture tests...destressing time is over..back to work *beam*
hey hope you're feeling better and happier yeah? sorry i wasn't really able to cheer you up...am hoping you feel at least a tinge better :)
+ serene @ 11:38 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 11:38 PM
exhausted.
school's getting scarier for me. somehow, although the fun is still there to make things better, there's always a constant nagging feeling in me about the load of things to do, and together, it just seems completely impossible to achieve. this past week has been crazy...so many things coming together suddenly, not only school work but many other things as well, without warning, and i feel suffocated, helpless. on the verge of collapsing today in school literally, head felt very light and was swaying with dizziness...i feel overworked, even though work is not over. i feel overstressed, even though the stress is far from over. it's only february and things are already like this? must keep optimistic though...i feel bad when i feel stressed in school, because inadvertently i'll affect the people around me, and i'll be very bad company, so no matter what, must must keep optimistic..sighs...have been rather bad company already this whole week...sorry to everyone around me man :(
"seek out a star, hold on to the end."
+ serene @ 11:01 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 11:01 PM
yay another rather fun day today...*beams*
went to nydc with yihan and shuwan after school today (finally!) while waiting to go for the ssef briefing..shared 2 oven-baked rice and one mudpie...food-wise, what can i say? i've already said all that can be said about it all those other times at this fantastic place *grin*..yummy! but as yihan pointed out, the mudpie seems to be shrinking in size :( oh yes, and met the 3F ghim moh-turned-holland v food group, consisting of sunny, hon, hongking and a few others too yay :) and of course shuwan was, as usual, trying her very best to practise her skills on us, and at the end of it all, me and yihan were highly amused while she was highly exasperated *laughs* haha what's new man :)
oh yes, and who can forgot the trip back to school? before, while we were walking to holland v, shuwan went "oh it doesn't look like it's going to rain!". BIG cursed mistake. walking back to school and suddenly there was a downpour. like sheesh. totally soaked by the time i got back to school argh. and what's worse....the rain stopped immediately when we got back. sighs :)
yay can't wait for dramafest on fri! all the best man, yihan and milly...i'm sure med fac will be great and you guys too *beams*
+ serene @ 7:17 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 7:17 PM
haha today was quite fun and slack! :)
first there was the short day...gave the class the blueberry muffins, got chocolates, brownies and the cool raisin-in-testtube thing from hweeying and michelle! yay thanks everyone...had much fun pigging out during gp heh :) then there was chem pract with the huge cute rabbit...wow too bad i'm not fated to keep animals man...haha sighs...
had total defence celebrations after school...*grrrr* yihan and i wanted to go holland v for lunch, but cos we thought that attendance was gonna be taken, we didn't go in the end..sigh damn sad man :( so we ended up at macs with shuwan, rosie, jerold (aka our dear jestium *grinses*), milly, ian and wilson...haha ended up being quite fun in the end lah...but that's what's great about friends isn't it? that you can always enjoy yourself no matter where you are, as long as you have their company...feel really blessed to have you guys as my friend man...happy valentine's day! :)
yups then after that it was back to school (for the supposed attendance-taking)...watched the "celebrity" handball game..haha damn cool man...mr lee was so fun to watch..hope the picture of him turns out fine..too bad i missed the camera shot of the century man! argh feel like tearing my hair out over my wols-ness haha sighs :) watched the rowing competition as well...ms poon is super zai!! oh yes, and my recount to yihan about a particular interesting incident that had him so amused *grinses* as he says..."fate works wonders"...i think it's more of like maybe "coincidences of the century" haha...well anyway..had fun in school today...:)
chorale chalet after that! had fun again talking to singyong, jason, krishna, wuiming, reginald, jessie and everyone else...haha never knew about so many scandalous things until today man..terribly enlightening *grinses* glad i went for it, even though i didn't stay over..
yupyup stuffed with work now...argh stress levels are building up day by day! weeks are passing by ever so quickly..and i have no idea why at all! sigh...well heck..alien invasion, here i come (jerold, this is all your fault *grinses*) :P
+ serene @ 11:16 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 11:16 PM
yay below's the song shane and i wrote for laoshi...tune is by shane, words are by both of us...putting it here to share with everyone, but mainly because i need to print out the lyrics for laoshi here (cos i dun have han shen *grinses*)..gonna have to sing in front of the whole class on tues argh!!!
忠心祝福
我已知道我留不住你
你的心我知早已离去
如此把痛苦拖延下去
好在哪里
这里好多事舍不得放弃
美好回忆总让你叹气
知道任何的决定
后果不清
这整个世界在你手里
未来方向都由你决定
该不该放手, 举棋不定
一定要问问自己
内心想要是怎样的结局
我不会留住你
留住只会伤了感情
未来一切都会很憧憬
这条路不只是往一方去
我不会留住你
留住早已没有意义
只能忠心祝福你
一切顺利
面对百思不解的难题
自己觉得有无尽压力
把自己折腾的那么伤心
好在哪里
夜夜辗转不眠的你
一直想着种种不可以
心里的矛盾阴影
立定动移
这整个世界在你手里
就看你怎样处理生命
为何不跟随你的心意
选出你心中的美丽
创造出一个完美的圆局
我不会留住你
我只要老师您开心
几个千万不舍的感情
都为你幸福而被吞噬去
我不会留住你
只希望你追求你的开心
我一定忠心祝福你
一切顺利
我不会留住你
心里根本不想你离去
但死死拉住你并不公平
不能为我们忘记自己
我不会留住你
新的历史在等你下笔
我自会忠心祝福你
一切顺利
不论路带你到哪里
(老师, 我们的感情),
永不忘记.
+ serene @ 12:29 AM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 12:29 AM
yay! had lots of fun yesterday! *beams* with yihan, shuwan, rosie for k-box, and later, shane, yihan and shuwan at my place for mahjong, ps, dancing, tv and everything! haha just the thing to rejuvenate me for the next hectic week...one of the last outings i would think for a long long time, since lecture and common tests are coming up and i'm completely freaking out. erps. sighs.
back to school tomorrow, yay :)
+ serene @ 8:52 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 8:52 PM
i am
ant writing revived
sunny
valerie
j(ad)ed
crys
jen
ili
emily
hon
yihan
shuwan
milly
kaihan
pam
chiara
serene (lee)
shishi
clarissa
hongking
jingjing
yaozong
huileng
zhiyin
christelle
sabrina
rosie
the tucksombong gang! :)
tzeyeong
audrey
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