argh i've been feeling rather sad recently due to the absence of debate in my life, besides other things. i've always known how much it does mean to me, bu i've never really felt my..love for debating until now...i have to talk to my debate senior soon and ask him what i should do, but then, what can i do? quit choir and take the risk of joining debate? lost..
argh it's going to be friday soon...i wish that time could stop now, and that friday would never come. I knew i was not going to be happy with what i will be getting, and after 3 months, nothing has changed. i will still not be happy with my results...because i already know they'll not be good news. It's not pessimism that makes me say this, but rather, like i always say, reality. And i'd rather face it now, and have faced it in the past 3 months (immediately after higher chinese paper actually), rather than feeling totally crushed upon receiving my results...
I'll definitely be happy for whoever gets her 11A1s *stares pointedly at some people* =) and i hope everyone does really well..and stays in wherever they are, or can go to wherever they want to go to...oh yes, and enjoy urselves at 412's reunion stayover at kai's...love you all *hugz*
+ serene @ 1:25 AM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 1:25 AM
argh chem test tomorrow. and not any old chem test. it's an RJ chem test, widely known for its absurb level of difficulty simply put that way so we all crash and burn...argh...why do i feel, no wait, why do i know that i'm going to die for it?
and gp test today was horrible. eeks. wrote a terribly unstructured essay on whether or not we should continue research on nuclear power. sigh. it has to be my worst argumentative ever, with all my points being the same one, just phrased in different ways so it seems different. sheesh. i need to work on my writing...argh. this is what lack of debate does to me. i miss debate =(
+ serene @ 10:08 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 10:08 PM
argh i can't believe how some people are sooooo obtuse. Obtuse. Obtuse. Obtuse. URGH.
It's quite amazing how we can be so close to the truth sometimes, but don't take it seriously, and end up thinking it's nothing at all, when it's all totally true. URGH.
+ serene @ 10:34 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 10:34 PM
eeks. the biathlon was terrible! =)
Valentine's day. flowers and chocolates. I love them =)
+ serene @ 10:23 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 10:23 PM
argh. biathelon (how dya spell it i still don't know) tomorrow. i don't know whatever possessed me to sign up for it, i don't know why i intend to go through with it, all i know is that it was a really dumb thing to know, considering i flop at the end of 2.4km, how am i gonna do 4km with aching legs and blistered feet? argh.
Happy Valentine's Day everyone :)
+ serene @ 8:16 PM
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"Mostly I'm tired of people being ugly to each other. I'm tired of all the pain I feel and hear in the world everyday. There's too much of it." - The Green Mile
Watched this show a few days ago on tv, heard this quote and made it a point to write it down here. It's not so spectacular in black and white, but it was really quite moving when the character in the show was saying it. Well, just a thought.
Hmm. 412 class gathering...412 people, please tell me as soon as possible whether u all can make it k? on the 15th or 22nd of feb...And try to pass the word around, especially to those not in RJ now..=(
Sigh. Torn between choir and debate, and i can't decide which one to stick with and which one to give up. I haven't been going for debate, and it's making me feel guilty, sad and depressed. It's totally impossible i stick with both, cos they clash horribly - unless i give up both french and biological sciences. Sigh. i can't decide...Had a nightmare last night about not debating forever more, and it *was* quite a nightmare. Then again, the chances of getting into RJ debate is so so slim, it's scary to join debate and nothing else...help...
+ serene @ 7:25 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 7:25 PM
wheeeee...
chinese new year eve was fun :) had plans to shou3 ye4, but unfortunately fell asleep at like wot, 1.30am? but redeemed myself by waking up at 2.45am, and staying up until 6.30 am, hiding under my pillow, talking on the phone with quincy the iguana *laugh*, and praying my mom didn't wake up. (she didn't *beam*) it's fun, and it's becoming a tradition. fun fun fun wheeee...
+ serene @ 8:36 PM
* [ serene ] r e m e m b e r s again * 8:36 PM
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